It's been a while. I feel the need to be boring but bold. It's probably common to feel things but not being able to achieve them. I haven't read my daily horoscope in a while — only some yearly predictions, some Chinese horoscope (Wood Dog) and even though I never believed in them, I guess the position of the stars and planets (a lot of Mercury in retrograde) align with my moods (?). This week I learned a lot about friendships. Two days ago I was more inspired to write about them but I lost it as I got sober. I am rarely drunk but when it happens, I am to tired to write. What a fucking bullshit. But I told you already that I felt to be boring but bold. And that people don't always achieve what they want.